dreaming
days, nights, wakes, sleeps
your the one i wanna keep
yet in our world
yet in our lives
i will never be with you
you are taken
im taken for granted
your loved
the true me is isnt known
showing a mask
for my soul doesnt show
can you hear?
can you feel?
i wanna touch you
give you hugs
warm embraces
and lovely kisses…
but i cant
not allowed to
i would if i could…
see who i am
and i hope you like him…
hope that were alike
hope that youre the one…
i want to
i really really do…
now i like you,
give us a try and i will love you…
ill take care of you…
but soon i hope that
youll say i love you too
and you would care for me too…
but i guess this is a dream
that if it would happen
id br happy
if it would happen
its a miracle
that ive ever been wanting to happen…
coz you are like when im asleep
coz i think that having you
is just a dream
hoping to be real…
nalulungkot ako pag nakikita lang kita, pero mas malungkot nung wala ka na… :(
ang pagbitaw ko sayo ay hindi pagsuko kundi pagtanggap sa nilslaman ng iyong puso
Once you you start to fall in love, you’re slowly giving that person the ability to hurt you…
I gave you the power, then you used it. Not only once… Now was almost back to normal, but why do you have to do it? why cant I hold it? I never intended to reply, I wanted to avoid it but I failed. Now, again I’m affected by your force, the power that I gave you. “Once you start to fall, your giving that person the ability to hurt you… ” So now I’m me again, hurt and alone…
Left in Abyss
Chains of endless grief
In my mind youre a theif
stole my heart and life
threatened me with a knife.
Never thought Id give in
My troubles will now begin
I must have what is lost
I dont care what’s the cost.
Stab wounds and rushing blood.
So many tears it made a flood
My sighs and cries isnt enough
For they see that I am tough.
Deep inside I die each day
How I’ll survive, come what may
Tortured soul is what I have
What Iw ant is to be loved.
Not by just anyone
But someone I really want
But I guess thats impossible
My life is destined to be awful.
I’ll just wait in the dark,
because the sorrow had made a mark.
Repel
I look at you
you look away
I come to you
you go away
I wish that you just stay.
I talk to you
but you dont speak
You seem strong
While im so weak
I want to be awake
I held your hand
but you let go
I showed you love
that you didnt know
I hope you’ld also show.
In the end I think of you
I cant forget like you do
I guess I’ll never pass in your mind
Were opposite poles that will not collide…
pilit ko man na abutin ang kamay mo, siya parin ang kinakapitan mo
masakit pala kapag nakatingin ako sayo pero siya parin ang tinititigan mo
napapagod at natatakot din ako